LOVEOne word that contains an entire universe. A single word that contains many meanings for us. The combination of your name and mine, the perfect union between two equal parts ... converted into one.
I was thinking about how many people are to be loved. But in reality is that there is just one…a first lover forever.
I've always wondered if the destiny is a matter of chance or if due to forces unknown ... Yes, the fantasy is as real as us.
Bits and pieces of dreams. Ideas, desires, fears, memories ... a living history ...
The way we'd found each other from the beginning, the way we always find the path for our particular universe.
It's the truth, or as close to the truth than I can say, certain things are beyond any understanding. Two creatures working as one unified body.
We were meant to be. Like two flames unite and blend into one.
Something so big that never get fully describe, at least not in my lifetime, nor in eternity.
Someone who shares my dreams, more importantly, my feeli
First EncounterIntertwined with our eyes, I see that is almost the fit of my shoe.
Not because it is stronger or more intelligent than most, but because she has achieved what few have achieved throughout life.
She has found a weakness in my defense.
All their movements are so elegant, so graceful, so perfect, so ... maybe too perfect.
As the sound of your voice can silence the world and the touch of your skin makes my body shiver.
And when I look into your eyes ... Well, let's just say I'm overwhelmed by your warm, wonderful and magnetic charisma, as if we were just her and me, as if everything else had ceased to exist.
I close my eyes with the intention of blocking all that information, but I know that will be etched in my mind, no matter how hard I try to delete it.
She loves me and accepts me as I am ... makes the decision much easier.
I convince myself that is it ... that really is it .... even long after it has vanished.
And I want everything to be perfect.
I want to be everything you dreamed it
PretendingYou, full and complete you, you have become my strength and my talisman for all times...
You, and again you, you let I wrecked just in you…
You, my madness is you, you tie me to your body and do not let me go...
You, inside me, between every atom, between every cell you live among...
I say all the time: fear not, there are songs that will never know who sings...
Those kisses never know who prints them on your lovely lips...
You nail down your dreamy eyes and tenderly ask me: Are you crying?
No, I answer. Dried my eyes are... to the bottom you can look into them.
If you get lost, breathe me and you will find you.
The truth is that I beg you to remember that this that born in my mouth, this awakening in my eyes, will sleep latency in your soul.
Undoubtedly you will become the most beautiful and sad fisherwoman of Stars.
I'm hiding my will to live, of my desire to live for you.
Maybe I can lose myself in the eyes of the person asking for a miracle, but it is certain that, I want to
Even after existenceI too had a love, it was big, perhaps as much as it is today my pain. I also felt the charm of a scented mouth.
I can’t see you sad, because it kills me ... the essence that was the light of my soul.
Your face full of sorrow ... my sweet love ... Today I missed that nothing that was between you and me, subtle and quiet.
It hurts so much those tears that you pour out... it fills my heart with anguish ... and trying to smile, even with closed eyes, I see you perfectly.
I suffer the unimaginable if you are sad ... and it just seems natural to have your lips against mine, against my face and throat.
I do not want that doubt makes you cry. The notes of the violins impose their pace, our pace, the rhythm of your heart.
We have sworn to love us until death, and if the dead love, after death we can love us even more.
Oh ... Women that walk in front of me and never dedicate their glances at me ... So close to my eyes, so far away from my life...
And she, the special one, always smiling, l
Love in Her DreamsHe watched her while she slept, drinking in her qualities, like how her mouth was slightly open and she made little noises as she dreamed.
He marveled at the fact that even though she was peaceful in her sleep, the woman she actually was had an unbreakable will. She'd been through so much in her life, and he'd been there every step of the way holding her hand while she held his heart.
He told her he loved her every day without fail, but it was so much more than that. He craved her, thirsted for her. Sometimes his hand felt empty because her fingers weren't linked with his. He always kissed her like he meant it and held her close to his heart, hoping she would never leave him.
She stirred in her sleep and whispered his name from her dreams. He took her hand and settled beside her, closing his eyes and knowing that in a little while, he'd be dreaming of her, too.
I Wish I Could Hate YouMy hand is itching,
And my gaze is ever wavering,
Back and forth,
To the cell phone right beside me.
It's 2:17 in the morning,
And the urge suddenly washed over me,
Urging me to call you.
There's hardly a chance of you picking up,
Even at a reasonable hour,
Never mind this ungodly one.
I wish I could hate you.
You're a liar and deceiver.
You've poisoned my mind, and poisoned my heart,
And almost rendered me incapable to ever love again.
You've abandoned me when I needed you most
When I needed SOMEONE
For your own selfish desires.
I know you still love me, too.
That only makes it worse.
At least if you didn't, you'd have an excuse.
But you've put yourself above everyone else.
You lying, cheating, filthy dog.
Is it any wonder that I've built walls around myself,
When there are arrogant,
Despicable people like you in the world?
Any reason why it's so hard for me to trust again?
To love again?
I'm too good for you.
I always wa
If Only I Had LivedI remember how I always said that I would face this moment with dignity, but it seems that noble disposition has left me now that the moment has come. My whole body shakes; not of cold or weakness, but out of fear of what is happening to me. It happened so suddenly; I never expected that a story such as mine should have such a silent and unheard end.
I remember how the memories of the people I loved and the moments with them calm me, but as I try to recall them from my mind I find that they are slowly fading. It just keeps getting harder and harder to recall their smiling faces, or the warm ambiance they brought. That truly terrifies me; that I am losing those things that are important to me. Yet, my life becomes clearer; though the details and memories I hold dear slowly disappear my whole life flashes before my eyes, just like everyone said it would. I see my countless hours spent in front of this monitor, as the world passes by outside of this room that I had shut myself in for so l
Knock Me DownKnock me down
But I will still rise
But my hope never dies
Tell me I 'can't do it'
But I will prove you wrong
Break me down into pieces
But inside I'll remain strong
A fiery passion burns within me
One that you will not take away
Forever I will stand freely
And my fears, I will slay
The Family Has Been InformedBullets that are too far away to hear back home
But words that will forever ring just as loud in my ears
Delivered from the lips of a uniformed man
The sympathetic sentence any mother fears to hear
I turn away as if ignoring his presence
Will make this unwanted reality go away
But he repeats that he is sorry for my loss
Those words are the last thing I remember of that day
I find myself looking out of the back yard window
On the swings in the garden I still see my boy play
I am bringing drinks out to him and his brothers
Under the sun, on the grass, on endless summer days
Those memories like photographs in frames on the wall
Now show my son with a wife and child of his own
A husband and father torn from their loving arms
In to the mass grave-in-waiting of a war zone
His old bedroom was already a shrine to him
Even before his blood soaked deep in to the desert sands
We waited for him to return from his first tour
Knowing the boy we’d said goodbye to would come home a man
You are woman. You are man.You are woman,
so be kind,
all in your own way.
You are man
so be strong,
The day I lost youGive me the peace of your lips.
Feed me with the colour of your eyes.
Take my hands with your heart
And heal my life from head to my feet.
Hug me that tight that I can forget my faults.
Repeat my name to remember who I am.
Paint my face with the brushstrokes of your hair
Each time you rub my lips with your mouth,
Each time you smile,
Each time you love.
Slide the sweetness of your soul
And burn my anxiety.
Give a meaning to my existence
To don't miss you 'till death
Each time you go,
Each time your image flies out of me,
out of my mind.
'Cause since you left me
I don't distinguish what is alive and what is empty
Since you went beauty is nothing, beauty is pain.
Without you this world is a bad joke,
a big frame without painting.
The day you died I hated the butterflies
And the flowers were sign of loss.
Nobody could explain 'why',
Nobody heard my voice.
Nobody understood what I did.
Nobody understood what I said.
Nobody knew how I lost my way.
No RemedyPopping pills
Won't make the
Wrists and arms
Won't make you
Getting in bed
Make you hollow.
Drinking your weight
Won't make you
Forget the pain.
Don't you think
For one second
Will be of any help.
Night thoughtsLying on the floor
Wrapped in darkness
Dreaming about life
About the past
About the future
Thinking about happiness
And about hate
All at once
In the black pit
That is my mind
...VerdadSueños y Verdad
Soñar junto a la eternidad,
dormir, dormir y poder sonreír.
Ahogándome en la nieve, el cometa explotó,
fuego, hielo, destellos y lluvia de sombras,
el azul parcial dio paso a la sangre y las risas,
nació en mí un océano de sirenas muertas.
Necesito escuchar las palabras,
el canto de paz, el canto de la verdad.
Verdes ojos, fijamente, me observó el lobo,
frío, viento, lágrimas y silencio,
desapareció en la oscuridad de la noche,
y entonces observé las estrellas durante eones.
-Solem Nocte Infinitus-